- 3 years ago
#54824
I have actually been a member for awhile but I've been too afraid to post anything. The one main reason is I think I passed up my chance. I am too old to even be considering this change. I am 57 and somehow I think I'm too old.
I am a late bloomer. I was with the love of my life for 27 years. She was my lover, my best friend, and my leather daddy. Sadly 6 years ago she passed away.
Currently I am married again but I'm miserable. We are nothing more than roommates. Haven't sleep in the same bed together for years. I am trapped.
I am also a full time student and soon to graduate to get my BS and then to get my Master's. Once I do I am leaving. I can not see myself living this lie for the rest of my life!!
I have always been told that I am "childlike" not "childish", there is a difference. I adore cartoons, especially Disney. I love Barbies!! I could play all day. And baby dolls are my ultimate fav!!! Love them!!! I love Christmas! It's my all time favorite holiday. And Halloween too.
I miss being taking care of. Now I am the one who is forced into taking care of everything and I hate it. Sure I can do it for awhile but I need my "down" time too. My time to let go of the reins and hand them over.
I love all animals. I am a huge animal lover. I'm full-blooded Italian and love to cook. I also love playing video games on my PS4.
So, what does everyone think? Too late for me? For 27 years I lived the BeDeeSeM lifestyle but I think now this may be where I belong - maybe?
Thanks for reading,
Lorie
I am a late bloomer. I was with the love of my life for 27 years. She was my lover, my best friend, and my leather daddy. Sadly 6 years ago she passed away.
Currently I am married again but I'm miserable. We are nothing more than roommates. Haven't sleep in the same bed together for years. I am trapped.
I am also a full time student and soon to graduate to get my BS and then to get my Master's. Once I do I am leaving. I can not see myself living this lie for the rest of my life!!
I have always been told that I am "childlike" not "childish", there is a difference. I adore cartoons, especially Disney. I love Barbies!! I could play all day. And baby dolls are my ultimate fav!!! Love them!!! I love Christmas! It's my all time favorite holiday. And Halloween too.
I miss being taking care of. Now I am the one who is forced into taking care of everything and I hate it. Sure I can do it for awhile but I need my "down" time too. My time to let go of the reins and hand them over.
I love all animals. I am a huge animal lover. I'm full-blooded Italian and love to cook. I also love playing video games on my PS4.
So, what does everyone think? Too late for me? For 27 years I lived the BeDeeSeM lifestyle but I think now this may be where I belong - maybe?
Thanks for reading,
Lorie