- 4 years ago
#53895
This weeks been really rough.
I forgot to put my pacis up the other night and my friend came over and found them. I couldn't lie, I told them I was a little.
They were disgusted, and quickly said they couldn't be friends with me and left, and I was really upset. My boyfriend didn't know, but the friend that found out was really close to him.
My boyfriend found out and broke up with me. I tried talking to him and he called me a freak, that I was no better then a pedo.
It seems like just wanting to be a little is leaving me all alone. I dont want to hide it but maybe I should. At least then I wouldn't feel so alone. They make me feel ashamed of it and like its dirty but honestly its really not.
I;m just really upset but maybe I should give this up. It keeps hurting me just wanting to be me.
I forgot to put my pacis up the other night and my friend came over and found them. I couldn't lie, I told them I was a little.
They were disgusted, and quickly said they couldn't be friends with me and left, and I was really upset. My boyfriend didn't know, but the friend that found out was really close to him.
My boyfriend found out and broke up with me. I tried talking to him and he called me a freak, that I was no better then a pedo.
It seems like just wanting to be a little is leaving me all alone. I dont want to hide it but maybe I should. At least then I wouldn't feel so alone. They make me feel ashamed of it and like its dirty but honestly its really not.
I;m just really upset but maybe I should give this up. It keeps hurting me just wanting to be me.