- 4 years ago
#53831
I feel like this is a little weird, but I actually start feeling anxious BECAUSE I feel little. Usually I'm fine with it, and I get super excited about building the perfect little room for myself someday, and I love all my little clothes I have and all my toys. But sometimes, I get really anxious and almost sick feeling because of it . It happened again about half an hour ago, I was buying a lot of cutesy stuff to try and motivate myself to be better to myself. (Sanrio planner, and stickers as a reward, and a matching thermos so I can drink more water.) And I'm SO excited for them! However, I felt like I was getting anxious over the fact I bought these things. These things weren't even obviously little, they're just super cute stuff, and sanrio is really popular so no one would really question it. But I still felt anxious, like I was too little or something. It's possible it's just a strange transition/adjustment thing, but I just wanted to hear about other people's experiences when they were accepting that side of them, if they had a difficult time with it, and also let others know if they struggle with something similar that there's at least one other person that feels this way!