hello i'm new in this site! i have always not very interested about sex since a long time ago and people find it odd. i never really interested about it because of where i lived which is still full of misogyny and shame towards sex and women liking sex. i also have many sexual assault and harrasment experience before i turn adult, and when i turned adult, it just getting worse and i completely traumatized and feel like it makes me asexual now. i'm kinda scared because it makes it harder to find cg since many cg required sex in their relationship and is biggest part in their relationship. so i feel sad now :< i don't know what do.