- 1 month ago #56547
Long story short my ex fiance was a little and I absolutely loved being her caregiver when she would "feel little" as we called it and about a year into our relationship we realized that I was a little as well and so when I "felt little" she took the caregiver role. I absolutely loved this aspect of our relationship, she felt little on a much regular basis then I do but when I do it typically lasts a few days. Now we were long distance because I'm in the military but we made it work very well; but now that's all gone. I don't have a little to take care of and I don't have a caregiver to take care of me. I'm just lost and don't know what to do. She left me a month ago so I'm not ready for a relationship at all but I just don't know what to do. Do I get myself the things she was going to get me and try to take care of myself as a little when I feel that way? Or do I just repress it and pretend it doesn't exist until I find a caregiver?