- 8 years ago
#5765
First, backstory:
So, I'm not the greatest at talking about my feelings. And two weeks ago I let some anger and depression build and build inside of me and yelled at my Daddy for something so so so sooooo stupid because of the emotion I let build up. My punishment for yelling and disrespect was an early bedtime for a week and lines. The lines weren't bad at all compared to the bedtime change. He made it so early that we haven't been able to Skype since Sunday of last week...
-----
It's been terrible. At this point, and really since last he gave me my punishment, I've been so upset and felt so lonely that I've barely talked to my Daddy. I've tried so many times, but I always end up just looking blankly at my keyboard with a total loss for words. I've been staring at my ceiling since he told me to go to sleep trying to figure out what in the heck I should do. He thinks I'm angry but I'm not mad at all. I'm just very upset and feel unwanted. I don't want to lose him because he is the best Daddy I could ever ask for... What do I do? Help, please!! ):
So, I'm not the greatest at talking about my feelings. And two weeks ago I let some anger and depression build and build inside of me and yelled at my Daddy for something so so so sooooo stupid because of the emotion I let build up. My punishment for yelling and disrespect was an early bedtime for a week and lines. The lines weren't bad at all compared to the bedtime change. He made it so early that we haven't been able to Skype since Sunday of last week...
-----
It's been terrible. At this point, and really since last he gave me my punishment, I've been so upset and felt so lonely that I've barely talked to my Daddy. I've tried so many times, but I always end up just looking blankly at my keyboard with a total loss for words. I've been staring at my ceiling since he told me to go to sleep trying to figure out what in the heck I should do. He thinks I'm angry but I'm not mad at all. I'm just very upset and feel unwanted. I don't want to lose him because he is the best Daddy I could ever ask for... What do I do? Help, please!! ):
Stay lovely. Stay Little. <3