- 1 year ago
#58503
I feel like I'm hiding something away from my husband, and I feel that's unfair, as I promised him in my vows that I wouldn't hide a thing about me. I wanted to come out sooner but... I was too scared and shy. I'm a really shy regressor and as far as I know, I can't fully regress when I'm not alone. I'm just trying to find a way to confess without giving the wrong ideas. Age regressing isn't a "thing" for me, it's my coping mechanism (I have PTSD, Depression and Anxiety), my attempt to live out my stolen childhood, and my overall instinct within my personality. I'm masking every single day with someone I trust with my entire being, and yet I still fear making him uncomfortable or think differently of me. I'm so tired, I've been holding myself back for almost a year now, and I feel like I might just burst soon. I don't want it to come out like that, but I don't know what else to say, I want to slowly introduce the subject, but I don't want to wait until I feel like I'm about to meltdown. I'm hoping to tell him soon, but I don't want it to hit him like a car crash. He's never handled/known a little before. I'm so overwhelmed.