- 9 years ago
#145
I struggle sometimes with my size. I'm a large person, standing at 5'9". My Daddy is shorter. He's 5'6".
I've always been into shorter men. Even as a child I had crushes on boys who were shorter. Height is a attractive quality for me. The shorter, the better. I don't really understand why because I think of the traditional couple as being a slightly older and taller man with a slightly younger and shorter woman.
Anywayyy Daddy's a little smaller than me and is also very lean. He's slender but muscular. I'm not. I'm a little squishy and soft.
I've talked to him before and asked if my size bothers him, and he always tries to reassure me that he doesn't mind it a bit. I guess I keep thinking that I feel like my body doesn't match my mentality or emotions. Sometimes I feel like I'm physically too big to be a little.
If I look for clothes for ddlg then it's obvious that I'm not the typical size. Everything cute and pretty looks like it's made for a preteen or underdeveloped or undeveloped girl. I'm not petite sized!!
I don't want to feel this way any more. I don't want to feel uncomfortable in my skin.
There are things that I can't change. I could drop some weight. But some other physical stuff can't change. My height for example will always be the same, and it's something that I'm also insecure over.
Has anyone else struggled with this or am I the only one? It feels like I'm alone in being BIG but little. I want to accept myself. Little, big and everything. How do I do that when there are things I can't change about myself?
I've always been into shorter men. Even as a child I had crushes on boys who were shorter. Height is a attractive quality for me. The shorter, the better. I don't really understand why because I think of the traditional couple as being a slightly older and taller man with a slightly younger and shorter woman.
Anywayyy Daddy's a little smaller than me and is also very lean. He's slender but muscular. I'm not. I'm a little squishy and soft.
I've talked to him before and asked if my size bothers him, and he always tries to reassure me that he doesn't mind it a bit. I guess I keep thinking that I feel like my body doesn't match my mentality or emotions. Sometimes I feel like I'm physically too big to be a little.
If I look for clothes for ddlg then it's obvious that I'm not the typical size. Everything cute and pretty looks like it's made for a preteen or underdeveloped or undeveloped girl. I'm not petite sized!!
I don't want to feel this way any more. I don't want to feel uncomfortable in my skin.
There are things that I can't change. I could drop some weight. But some other physical stuff can't change. My height for example will always be the same, and it's something that I'm also insecure over.
Has anyone else struggled with this or am I the only one? It feels like I'm alone in being BIG but little. I want to accept myself. Little, big and everything. How do I do that when there are things I can't change about myself?