[LittleNerdJosh]

I started getting to diapers when i was bed wetter when i was little. I got so used to wearing them that i wanted to wear them all the time. But i knew that i would never get to do it 24/7 cause my mom didn't want to change my diapers anymore. So secretly i would poop/pee in my pull ups and hide them under the bed or in the woods. My mom found my used ones under the bed and got grounded. Once i was a teen i would make my own diapers out of towels and cotton balls but they didn't work very well. As i got into my twenties i ended up getting OB and IBS. Been in diapers ever since.

[PeppermintBatty]

Just about as soon as I was out of diapers, I grew a fascination with having accidents and being back in them. It was really odd and I can't quite explain it. When I turned 11 I started running to the convenience store down the street to purchase them. I have continued to do so ever since. I think it was mostly just the naughtiness of wearing underwear that I wasn't supposed to. It was mentally stimulating and I really enjoyed the concept. I still do.

I am now 24/7, though I do not use my diapers for their intended purpose every day. I just really like the look and feel of a big puffy diaper and I find it wonderful to say the least.

[LittleNerdJosh]

Yeah i just enjoyed the freedom to go as you please. Plus i never liked restrooms or public bathrooms they grossed me out. I also like not having to stop what i was doing to go potty.

[PeppermintBatty]

Yeah i just enjoyed the freedom to go as you please. Plus i never liked restrooms or public bathrooms they grossed me out. I also like not having to stop what i was doing to go potty.

Those were all cool things to me. But I truly think what I liked most about them was rebelling against the first thing I was taught not to do. I loved doing something I wasn't supposed to.

As I got older, I realized that it was something that I could allow myself to do. Playing a younger character allowed me to relax in ways I couldn't otherwise, and I always have been seriously stressed out over just about everything. As time went on, I became interested in the relaxation factor as opposed to what society would or would not find acceptable.

[LittleNerdJosh]

For me my little self is hard for me to figure out so or maybe I'm not sure how to act as a little/ab. I can relate to the rebel part when i was young wearing diapers was such a rush cause i wasn't suppose to. But i do want to regress and play toys and stuffs but never have really had the chance to fully regress. I live in virginia and there are not alot of AB or little events around here. Maybe one day i will get to go to one.

[PeppermintBatty]

Having gone to an AB event, I can tell you that they're really amazing and special. Imagine walking into a room where everyone is wearing just a diaper. And it's not awkward or anything. People are just happy to be there and talk and chat and play games as if it was a normal party. It was super fun and it made me feel like I was accepted into a nurturing community.

Regression is another thing though. I regress near daily (especially on my days off). I have a magical binky that makes my heart unwind. It's a serious stress relief activity for me to be a part of this community and to do things that children would normally do. Coloring eases me. Binkies unwind me. Good little/big friends soothe me. I need this in my life just about every day and I love being a part of this.

[LittleNerdJosh]

I guess want to go into littlespace but feel uncomfortable doing it for some reason. Know that sounds weird and i feel that if i am around more littles or AB i will get more comfortable. I am really very shy person.

[Palper]

For me, It came later on. I always had a little side, but I was ashamed of it and tried to hide it as best I could, up until I turned 18, and I found out their were others. I met someone who helped me accept myself and the more I let myself explore my small side, the smaller I felt. One day he suggested I try diapers.

I didnt like the idea at first, but I couldnt stop thinking about it. Eventually I broke down and went to the local store and got some. They were terrible quality, but back then they were my first since I had been potty trained, so I didnt know.

After that Iwas hooked, and I started remembering things from when I was younger. Stealing diapers from my little siblings, and wondering what it would be like to be changed and cared for like they were.

I guess i was always an AB, and was just too scared and ashamed.

[LittleNerdJosh]

I was scared as well i used go through a binge and purge cycle.But after a while i learn to accept it and once i realized i had a overactive bladder and ISB. I decided to just wear diaper because it would be easier to wear them than having to change my pants sometimes. But my AB side i am still on a journey with that.

[crinklycuddler]

Ever since being out of diapers I've wanted to be back in them. I remember when I was three getting yelled at for putting one my little sister's diapers on - I still remember the words "next time you put one on, keep it on!" I don't think that worked out the way intended, lol!

Rarely bought diapers at the store, and only after I was living on my own. I was gutsy enough to order diapers to my home in my teens - I know my parents snooped but they never said anything, so I don't know if they found out or not.

They're more emotional than sensual for me, since I've been into them long before sensual meant anything to me. I think any sensual feelings I have are an outgrowth of my desires, not the source of.