- 7 years ago
#16622
I am 19, and am a little of around 3. I have never talked or posted anything about being a little until this moment, and am about as nervous as possible.
My question is if anyone has similar issues as I do. My problem is I physically can't participate in social interaction. This is especially around girls (for obvious reasons), however it happens with everyone regardless of age sex race etc... I try to talk, but usually get so nervous that I can't make myself speak. Around my circle of about 4 friends they call me the king of silence. Even if I do think of something to say, I'm normally to late to say it, or I say it and it sounds dumb so I end up silent again.
As you can imagine this makes being a little very difficult to talk about, especially being a boy that wants to be a girl. It's so bad that I have even almost deleted this message 3 times just while typing it, and still don't know if I'll have the courage to post it.
What's wrong with me?
And is it so weird to be a straight guy who wishes that he were a girl?
Sorry to be a bother. It's just so much easier here knowing no-one knows me, and that I'm typing instead of talking.
My question is if anyone has similar issues as I do. My problem is I physically can't participate in social interaction. This is especially around girls (for obvious reasons), however it happens with everyone regardless of age sex race etc... I try to talk, but usually get so nervous that I can't make myself speak. Around my circle of about 4 friends they call me the king of silence. Even if I do think of something to say, I'm normally to late to say it, or I say it and it sounds dumb so I end up silent again.
As you can imagine this makes being a little very difficult to talk about, especially being a boy that wants to be a girl. It's so bad that I have even almost deleted this message 3 times just while typing it, and still don't know if I'll have the courage to post it.
What's wrong with me?
And is it so weird to be a straight guy who wishes that he were a girl?
Sorry to be a bother. It's just so much easier here knowing no-one knows me, and that I'm typing instead of talking.