- 6 years ago
#40086
Since I'm a huge superhero nerd I like to call it my origin story lol! I couple that I am good friends with knew I was a submissive before I did. Sir thought I may be a little as well. At the time this happened they were dating (still are) a younger girl who is a little bit also wanted to me a Mommy to a little of her own.
I was invited to their place to play Clue (I won FYI ) and after that we were all snuggled up in bed watching Rent ( looooove Rent!) and this younger girl was next to me and I had my arm around her cuz it was a Queen size bed and there wee 4 of us lol.
She grabbed my arm and I tried to pull away from her thinking she didn't want me to do that since we didn't know each other that well. Well she grabbed hold tight to my hand and lightly pulled me so I was more leaning over her. She started running her fingertips over my fingers, hand, and arm.
This continued for maybe 10 minutes and I started feeling fuzzy. Like it was hard to think and I didn't want to put forth the effort to do so. She of course noticed and maneuvered me so I was lower on the bed where she could look down into my eyes. And I was leaning on her too. While she did this she was calling me names like sweetheart, little one, etc.
She kept running her fingertips all over me (no physically intimate places) and I kept feeling more and more fuzzy. I got to a point where I knew that they other three people were talking but I couldn't understand what they were saying. Like it was a different language. I tried to start moving so I could pay attention and she would look down and when I would make eye contact she would make a shhhhh noise that I could hear and feel. And right back into my little headspace I went. This continued for maybe 5 hours before I was asleep.
The next day they sat me down and told me about BeDeeSeM and my being a little. I haven't looked back since. And that's my origin story.
I was invited to their place to play Clue (I won FYI ) and after that we were all snuggled up in bed watching Rent ( looooove Rent!) and this younger girl was next to me and I had my arm around her cuz it was a Queen size bed and there wee 4 of us lol.
She grabbed my arm and I tried to pull away from her thinking she didn't want me to do that since we didn't know each other that well. Well she grabbed hold tight to my hand and lightly pulled me so I was more leaning over her. She started running her fingertips over my fingers, hand, and arm.
This continued for maybe 10 minutes and I started feeling fuzzy. Like it was hard to think and I didn't want to put forth the effort to do so. She of course noticed and maneuvered me so I was lower on the bed where she could look down into my eyes. And I was leaning on her too. While she did this she was calling me names like sweetheart, little one, etc.
She kept running her fingertips all over me (no physically intimate places) and I kept feeling more and more fuzzy. I got to a point where I knew that they other three people were talking but I couldn't understand what they were saying. Like it was a different language. I tried to start moving so I could pay attention and she would look down and when I would make eye contact she would make a shhhhh noise that I could hear and feel. And right back into my little headspace I went. This continued for maybe 5 hours before I was asleep.
The next day they sat me down and told me about BeDeeSeM and my being a little. I haven't looked back since. And that's my origin story.