I'm so sorry to hear that..~ I can't imagine what you must be feeling right now. I hope you know you aren't alone... I think one thing I've learned for myself is that it's difficult to get outside one's box but terribly important
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Erm, for instance, getting into new communities and finding people to talk to who can understand you. It's really nice having friends who understand the little side of you and I think maybe it would help you
![Mad :x](./images/smilies/icon_mad.gif)
I really am so sorry and I know you must feel lonely while you grieve but you don't have to be alone and are not alone.
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