- 5 years ago
#51756
Hello, I am new to the group. I need some advice, or maybe someone to listen. I think I may be a little. I have never openly talked about this for fear of being judged and being looked at differently. Please be kind with your comments but not shy. Okay here it goes, I am a 42 year old guy, in today's world, and popular culture, it should make me a dom. I am not, I am a submissive man, that is a brat and a little. This makes it hard for me, as all the women I meet are also submissive. Where are all the Mommy domes, well not that one would want a little brat that is as old as I am. I am too old and ugly to be any ones little. However I love being used as a sub, I am masochistic, and I want to please my Domme. (there is so much more to this but maybe that is for another time).
Okay, so biologically I am 42 however inside I feel like a little boy sometimes. I don't have a little age I think. I find comfort in regressing in my head. I love to color, and watch cartoons... I love cartoons. I like hot-wheels and Legos. I just bought my first sippy, and I take my Flintstone’s vitamins every-day like a good boy. I use kids shampoo so I can still play in the shower and not get soap in my eyes. I like to use my imagination and play outside. I like to be nurtured, and like when I am treated like someone cares about me and wants to take care for me. I am a physically intimate person and want that physically intimate intimacy all the time but I want a CG's intimacy as well I think. I like to be put in my place, and I like to disobey the rules sometimes. I like the punishment, and I like when she gets stern with me.
I guess I am scared that I will be judged because I don't fit in anywhere, and I feel like no one would even want me. Anyway Thank you all for letting me get this off my chest.
Okay, so biologically I am 42 however inside I feel like a little boy sometimes. I don't have a little age I think. I find comfort in regressing in my head. I love to color, and watch cartoons... I love cartoons. I like hot-wheels and Legos. I just bought my first sippy, and I take my Flintstone’s vitamins every-day like a good boy. I use kids shampoo so I can still play in the shower and not get soap in my eyes. I like to use my imagination and play outside. I like to be nurtured, and like when I am treated like someone cares about me and wants to take care for me. I am a physically intimate person and want that physically intimate intimacy all the time but I want a CG's intimacy as well I think. I like to be put in my place, and I like to disobey the rules sometimes. I like the punishment, and I like when she gets stern with me.
I guess I am scared that I will be judged because I don't fit in anywhere, and I feel like no one would even want me. Anyway Thank you all for letting me get this off my chest.