- 7 years ago
#31235
Lately, I have almost felt a sense of pride in my little side and I am almost to the point of I don't really care who knows the truth about me or not. I'm not saying I want to shove my little side down someone's throat but at the same time I'm starting to feel embarrassed because I do try so hard to hide who I am. I live in a bible belt of a semi small town, so I always feel like someone is casting judgement on me may it be for my size, my relationship status, or everything else about me. I have always been self conscious about being me, but lately I just seem so over it. I want to be able to wear cute dresses, and wear bows with my nerdy glasses, and wear bright pastel colors. I want to feel happy but at the same time I don't want to appear as I'm physically regressing? if that make sense....I just want to be me and I feel the need to do so...I just don't know how to go about it without my anxiety flaring up...any advice?
PrincessLeelee