- 1 year ago #43078
My grandma is in hospice. She has been in there for about a week. She has stage four pancreatic cancer. She was first diagnosed in 2014. She had twelve rounds of chemo and went into remission for six months. Then it came back. She had another twelve rounds of chemo. She went into remission for one month. Then it came back. So she started chemo again but I think two weeks ago they decided to stop treatment. And like I said she has been in hospice for a week now. She is in the days left stage of dying. I've been with her all day today and she hasn't woke up at all. I'm spending the night with her. I want to be here with her when she passes away. I am sad but my faith in God and that she's going to heaven helps. But she's more than my grandma she's my best friend. And I'm losing that and that's hard. But honestly I've been grieving since 2014 and even though her dying will add to it I think it will also bring closure. Plus she won't suffer anymore.
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