Hello my love!
I can hear how badly you're hurting right now, and I wish I could reach through the screen and give you a cuddle to make it better
The pain will sting for quite a while, I won't deny that. And I know you'll long for his return, especially as a little when you rely on someone so intensely for a sense of emotional strength. You're super strong for voicing your pain as it is, and I know that tears will come, but his loss in your life only goes to show that now you are one step closer to finding the person that you're meant to be with!
& you can most definitely use this pain, to create strength. Let the pain of this all remind you that your heart was born to heal, much like your entire being was born to heal, and I promise you that it will not hurt so badly forever
Use this to understand how to be your own Daddy when times get tough as they are now; especially given that he has abandoned you so harshly, you'll need a littlespace respite and don't be afraid to let that be your own precious self, because after all, through everything in life, and at the end of each day, all you'll have is your perfect lil self, and that is enough
You should cry as much as you need and scream out to the harsh world how much you feel hurt by him, but also remember that someone who hurt you so badly and is willing to leave you seemingly as out if the blue as he did is not one you should want in your life, because dear he can do it again, and that's not what you deserve
Feel the love you still feel for him till it makes your heart ache in order to get it all out, but then remember that you're so beautiful and strong and worthy of so much better than someone who makes you feel this way
I wish you all the best little angel, you can do it and it will be okay!